Stop the drama!

Monday blues! It's a long day for me, what with class after work. My mum just came back from her trip to Malaysia and brought back some tidbits which doesn't very much interest me, but I think i will still enjoy it cause I am a "glutton"! Hah! She has offered to buy me a new handphone because I have been using mine for almost 2 years and recently it spell signs of aging. I am eyeing a Sony Ericsson W660i in Rose Red (3G), or Sony Ericsson S500i. The latter is cheaper but I would prefer the former mentioned but I might not buy at all since I am a fickle person and I would want to pay for my own stuff if possible. It all falls on how desperate I am and the aging process of my mobile.

W660i

I am feeling rather sick as I've been notified that there will be 2 tutorials this coming Saturday from 2pm to 5.15pm. This is only the 2nd week of school! So much for R&R during weekends!

I never thought about blogging about this because they are considered personal to myself, but I am somewhat disappointed in me lately. I have failed to control my anger toward something I've read over the weekend. As I have always preached, anger causes toxic chemicals in the body. I think in life you are bumped to encounter different types of people and it is not possible to expect understanding from everybody and for those who does, you're lucky to have met them. I consider them to be people I treasure and love. I admit it was excruciatingly disappointing originally but you get used to it and it all turns to anger and finally numbness. I am still at the phase of getting disappointed and furious but I believe it will all soon turn into numbness. I only believe in fighting for the things I think are worthy of. Why should you have such high expectation of your friends when you might not be giving anything in return? I would think this "friendship" thing is too pressurizing for me and I would like to feel that I have tried to do my part and I am fine with appreciation and thanks do not goes to me because it doesn't matter who gets the appreciation as long as we enjoyed ourselves. Sadly, not everybody have the same thought.

People change.

I am so over and through with this whole drama.